WTF IS THAT

NAME: Rudy

or CNAAAWD or PEEPEE or whatever other name you know me by.

AGE: 26/01/2005

SEX: Ewwww... sure :3

It/its or he/she pronouns. Esoteric kafkaesque transexual worshipper of the ugly and mundane. Through and through one of Tony Blair's forgotten youth. Massive loser. Bad queer (I'm a faggot or a dyke depending on who I'm kissing). Will die sooner rather than later, and be forgotten after not being missed.

SHIT RUDY LIKEY:
Being creepy ugly unrealised freakish loser
Triple cheeseburger add bacon with fries
Music for teenagers by Harley Poe
Psycho- and socio- and xeno/bio- ologies

SHIT RUDY HATES:
This culture of norms and social niceties
Unavoidable outside perceptions of me
Next day delivery
When my scissor blades get all sticky


I don't actually know what to put in this section. Usually I think that I think about myself too much, I'm always considering my opinions or things I like, thinking over my beliefs or about blog posts to make, but when it comes down to it and I ever have to actually make an about, I struggle to define myself.
I suppose thats why I like neologisms and etymology and phrases so much? I enjoy having aesthetically-sounding packages of words to nicely define a principle. Like, me, I use terrible transexual trogolodyte because... well look at it.
I dunno. I'm high right now (I code better when I'm high... swear.) so I can't figure out what to put in this section. using it as a blinkie playpen for now. Stay! Go play with eachother. No biting.



I'm a very boring person who enjoys routine and familiarity. I own four pairs of the same camo cargos from Asda, I have three of the same mug because I keep buying it again when I chip the last one. I wore my leather boots daily until the stitches broke after a year and I'm planning on getting a leather sewing kit and frankensteining them back to good health so I don't have to fuss around with a new pair. I watch my favourite movies over and over and over and I have never seen Titanic, The Notebook, Forrest Gump or any of the other 'classic' big names with boring plots. I listen to the same music I was listening to at twelve and I love it. I exist outside of the cultural regularity in a self-indulgent echochamber of pop culture only I care about.



An ex-partner once got me to take an attachment style quiz, and I got avoidant-dismissive. I think this sums me up fantastically well, because I will avoid you and dismiss you if I am not personally interested in what you have. Don't get me wrong, you have to be kind no matter what in life, but I just prefer my own company; I'm not a rude person, just an introverted one.



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